What is your name? Nico Blackheart
Are you named after anyone? My grandfather on my father's side.
What's your screename? Nico Blackheart
Would you name a child of yours after you? No, I find it unoriginal and conceited.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? I have no idea. Maybe Dawn after Joe Linsner's character.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? My name is fine.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? Niko, Nikko, a few people over the years have pronounced it "Nick-o".
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? I thought about it, but no. If it happens naturally, it will happen.
Your gender: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi: People who know me know the answer.
Single? Yes, gladly.
If not, do you want to be? I'm perfectly happy being single.
Birthdate: July 4th
Your age: 20
Age you act: 30
Age you wish you were: 21
Your height: 5'10
Eye color: Brown
Happy with it? Sure.
Hair color: Brown
Happy with it? Sure, i can change it whenever I want.
Your living arrangement: Living with my parents and cats.
Your family: My immediate family is my mother, father, brother, and cats. My grandmother is also close, as well as my cousin. Other than that, its a pretty spaced out family (both in distance and mentality).
Have any pets? Yes.
Whats your job? Singer, songwriter, artist.
Piercings? I don't ever intend on it.
Tattoos? Yes, i have 2.
Obsessions? Music and art.
Addictions? Pizza, unfortunately.
Do you speak another language? Constantly trying to learn German.
Have a favorite quote? "Nothing gold can stay". There is a lot behind those words if you understand what it means. I'm tired of explaining my tattoo that has that very quote in it.
Do you have a webpage? [link], [link], [link]
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? Not typically. I tend to dream of the future, excessively so.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Extremely.
Do you have any secrets? No, I enjoy being candid.
Do you hate yourself? No. But I do get disappointed with myself occasionally.
Do you like your handwriting? No, it is illegible to other people most of the time.
Do you have any bad habits? A few.
What is the compliment you get from most people? They love my music and my eyes.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Over The Moon
What's your biggest fear? Not getting an opportunity for my dream career.
Can you sing? Yes.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? No, darling. I am cool.
Are you a loner? In a way.
What are your #1 priorities in life? To be open minded, kind, intelligent, and remain true to myself against all odds.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Yes.
Are you a daredevil? No, but for my career I will take chances.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? My procrastination.
Are you passive or aggressive? Passive aggressive.
Do you have a journal? Yes I do.
What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength: Unlimited creativity. Weakness: Disregard for authority. Or is that the other way around?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? To be famous, loved and respected for my work.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? No, not at all.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Not yet.
Do you think life has been good so far? It has had many twists and turns already in my short time, but it's generally okay.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Open mindedness is the key to connecting with other people and ways of life.
What do you like the most about your body? My legs.
And least? My hair, it's just never long enough!
Do you think you are good looking? Not terribly.
Are you confident? Yes.
What is the fictional character you are most like? Aeon Flux.
Are you perceived wrongly? Most times, because no one wants to take the time to figure me out. I'm endlessly complicated and intimidating. But I try to be a generally nice guy.
Smoke? Not anymore.
Do drugs? No.
Read the newspaper? No, I'm depressed enough.
Go to church? Absolutely not.
Talk to strangers who IM you? None ever do, so no.
Sleep with stuffed animals? No, but my human-sized pillow fills that void.
Take walks in the rain? Of course.
Talk to people even though you hate them? I don't hate anyone, and very few people annoy me. But the few who do, I do not talk to. If you don't matter to me, you are not in my life.
Like to drive fast? Reasonably, within 10 mph of the speed limit.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? Yes.
Hurt yourself? Both emotionally and physically, yes.
Been out of the country? Only once.
Eaten something that made other people sick? Popcorn off the ground in elementary school. For some reason that memory sticks out from all my school experiences.
Been in love? A few times. It's very easy for me to do so.
Done drugs? Yes
Gone skinny dipping? Never
Had a medical emergency? Apparently I had my nose both broken and blocked up with a hot wheel tire when I was little, so yeah. My nose is fucked.
Had surgery? Yes.
Ran away from home? At about 12, yes, who doesn't.
Played strip poker? No thank you.
Gotten beaten up? Never.
Beaten someone up? In 4th grade, I gave a guy a single karate kick and he toppled over.
Been picked on? Actually, no.
Been on stage? Yes.
Slept outdoors? Many times, I'll never forget C.E.E.P./Wilderness.
Thought about suicide? Not strongly enough to do it.
Pulled an all nighter? Always. ALWAYS.
If yes, what is your record? 2 days.
Gone one day without food? Yes.
Talked on the phone all night? Yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? In the same room, yes.
Slept all day? Yes, there isn't a nicer feeling on earth.
Killed someone? Lol...
Made out with a stranger? Define stranger.
Had sex with a stranger? No.
Thought you're going crazy? Its already happened. I accept that I'm crazy.
Kissed the same sex? Yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex? Is that your business, you smutty survey?
Been betrayed? A few times, but it was nothing more than childhood friendships that everyone goes through.
Had a dream that came true? Yes, a couple times.
Broken the law? Yes.
Met a famous person? Several times.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No.
On purpose? Unfortunately, poor insects. Wait, those aren't animals. So no.
Stolen anything? Yes.
Been on radio/tv? Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit? No and no thank you.
Had a nervous breakdown? 2 notable times in my life.
Bungee jumped? Never.
Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes.
Belive in life on other planets? Yes.
Miracles? Not necessarily.
Astrology? When it seems like it applies to me, yes.
Love at first sight? Definitely.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? Yes. Nothing gold can stay. Life is not perfect for anyone or anything.
Easter bunny? Yeah, sure.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Maybe.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? Sure.
Do you wish on stars? I wish on the moon.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? No, I don't believe in the traditional views of anything.
Do you think God has a gender? No
Do you believe in organized religion? Not at all.
Where do you think we go when we die? I have no clue. But I'd like to imagine for what's left of my own sanity, that its like an endless "choose your own adventure" dream that you can restart whenever you want.
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Of course. Why wouldn't I? What kind of question is that?
Who is your best friend? Max Ryan, John, Liz and Devin.
Who's the one person that knows most about you? Max and Ryan.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Every day is a chance to start over.
Thing you're picked on most about? Ripping off things artistically that are actually my own ideas.
Who's your longest known friend? Max.
Shyest? I don't know, my friends aren't shy with me.
Funniest? Max, Devin, John, Ryan and Bianca.
Weirdest? Max and myself when we're together.
Smartest? I have no clue.
Friends you miss being close to the most? Bianca.
Last person you talked to online? Ryan.
Who do you talk to most online? My pirate friends.
Who are you on the phone with most? Max.
Who do you trust most? Max and my mother.
Who listens to your problems? See above.
Who do you fight most with? No one.
Who's the nicest? Too hard to choose.
Who's the most outgoing? I don't know.
Who's the best singer? Myself.
Who's on your shit-list? Anyone who pisses me off.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? No.
Who's your second family? My pirate family.
Do you always feel understood? No.
Who's the loudest friend? Not really sure.
Do you trust others easily? Sometimes.
Who's house were you last at? Max's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Well, I'm never in anyone's arms. So I'll have to go with my Forever Alone answer and say Kylie Minogue for 300 Alex.
Do your friends know you? Yes, only a couple people know all about me and my deepest secrets and desires though.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? Absolutely not. At the time, it is what feels real. And if in hindsight it failed, that's just experience to reflect on.
What do you find romantic? Silence and not having to say anything. Alone together.
Turn-on? People who are real.
Turn-off? People who are fake.
First kiss? During the summer when I was 16.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel? I would probably avoid them, honestly.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? Yes, indeed.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out? Sure, why not. And if you don't stop using fucking text speaking I'm going to rip your nuts off.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? If someone was physically unattractive to me I wouldn't be attracted to them in the first place. If someone is emotionally attractive to me then they become physically attractive to me regardless of how physically beautiful they are.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Not particularly.
What is best about the opposite sex? I don't really care.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? See above. I don't judge people. Unless they are awful people like Ke$ha.
What's the last present someone gave you? My mom bought me some awesome boots.
Are you in love? Always.
Do you consider your significant other hot? I don't have one, but if I did I would.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? No one.
You wanted to kill? No one.
That you laughed at? Myself.
That laughed at you? People on SayHey for my being lazy in researching information.
That turned you on? I'd rather not say.
You went shopping with? Mom.
That broke your heart? I break my own heart.
To disappoint you? Myself.
To ask you out? No one.
To make you cry? Myself, again.
To brighten up your day? Ryan, Liz, John, Ian.
That you thought about? Bill.
You saw a movie with? Max.
You talked to on the phone? Max.
You talked to through IM/ICQ? Ryan.
You saw? Max.
You lost? My Grandmother.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out? No
Will it be with your significant other? I wish I had one to go out with.
Or some random person? Did you not see that I said "No" above?
What are you wearing right now? Jeans and a black shirt as usual.
Body part you're touching right now: My head.
What are you worried about right now? Finishing my album.
What book are you reading? The Last Unicorn
What's on your mousepad? My finger
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, creative, clouded, anxious, contemplative.
Are you bored? No.
Are you tired? Yes.
Are you talking to anyone online? Not really.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Hell no, its 5 AM.
Are you lonely or content? Content being alone.
Are you listening to music? No. But I'm watching Beyond Belief: Fact or Fiction